Lightworker’s Log © 2010
Question: Thanks for your advice to ' listen to my thoughts' when poor health seems
to rule my world. I have had constant awareness the last 24 hours of my negative
thoughts and how often they find their way into my thinking like well worn grooves.
What can I do to change the grooves?
Answer: This is a world we design with our thoughts.
We give more energy to the things we think about so feed positive thoughts to change
the negative grooves of the past. I know this is possible because I've done it. I
no longer take the 13 prescribed medications of years ago and have successfully ridden
myself of three incurable diseases and a variety of others, all since my son's transition.
Sometimes we need some kind of physical intervention to break the “spell” of ill
health. I was tired of the sick care system that calls itself health care where more
and more costly treatments are prescribed along with more drugs to take care of the
side effects from others. At first I got a lot of help from my Oriental Medicine
acupuncturist friend who used a cupping and scrapping method called Ba Gua Fa for
blockages. Info at: Ba Gua Fa
Then I learned to stop negative thoughts in their tracks by using positive affirmations
whenever I caught myself being negative. "I AM God in health" has wonderful healing
powers when repeated. Any positive affirmation using the words I AM and God will
increase your vibration dramatically. I'm thankful to be out of the sick care system
and now reinforce my new way of life by repeating positive affirmations whenever
necessary. And their necessity has diminished greatly since I've replaced the negative
grooves of the past.
Keep positive, seek medical attention if you feel it necessary
and know you are so very loved.
Question: Do you ever feel like other people don't understand what you are going
through on this ascension path? My husband and son and most friends who I know love
me very much but just don't understand me. I am trying to be quiet about it most
of the time but it is not easy as I want to share my journey with them. I feel maybe
I am being guided to not share at this time but it feels very lonely not to share
all these exciting moments and see if others maybe have similar experiences.
Answer:
I totally understand. As souls we've all chosen different paths. Those of us who
have chosen to “wake up” do indeed find ourselves feeling alone with no one to share
with, especially family and friends. Sharing often means distancing and hearing negative
feedback that we don't need to dissuade us. We must rid ourselves of the old to make
way for the new and are seemingly alone at this time so we can get certain things
done. Only you know what it is you are to do.
It is not really necessary to seek
out allies for as like attracts like, when the time is right they will present themselves
to you. Trust in your intuition, your gut, and continue to share with those on the
same path. There are many people and organizations of like-
Question: I am
faced with life changes that include dealing with past issues related to my parents.
I came from a poor family with limited food and other life essentials and feel I
was deprived. This makes me angry when I think about my parents. Is there a better
way to look at my past?
Answer: I've found that looking back at the past in a different way helps me immensely.
Knowing that my soul chose my parents based on what it needed to spiritually expand
has shed new light on many childhood experiences. Everyone in my life was chosen
before my birth to help me realize the wholeness within. I learned self-
There is something to be learned from every person or experience if we take the time to consider the circumstances. It may be a small thing such as knowing we act differently according to our beliefs or a big thing like learning we all are unlimited in good.