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journey of self-discovery opens the door to self-mastery. Discover steps to a better
life as you immerse yourself in SAM’s amazing transformation from fragmentation to
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The hiv nutrition business, so carefully nurtured in the past, now consists of weekly email updates about the company’s Website. Other business obligations no longer matter. I work wearing headphones, while singing softly to music, as sounds from the living room television (TV) rumble throughout the house.
My free time is rearranged around visits to the Center. Wednesday evening’s small group continues to satisfy, as I avoid Sunday services, which seem full of people seeking relationships. Classes help a great deal to take my mind off the family that appears more distant each day....
... The relationship will soon remind me that nothing happens by chance.
World wake-
Feeling melancholy, I lift a DVD of Daniel from its case, and leave the sanctity of my room, to use the DVD player he gave us for Christmas years ago. I want to make sure the DVD works so everyone can see Daniel at his best. The player refuses to operate normally. It clicks repeatedly as I hear Daniel’s quiet voice in my head.
“They’ll ask to see it when they’re ready.”
The DVD player continues to click and refuses to open.
“Alright, fine,” I remark loudly to the air before walking back to my room. “Have it your way.”
While using the bathroom later I notice the player is quiet and retrieve the DVD.
As I begin to piece this book together, the messages continue, making me wonder if they are meant to go into the book along with the saga of my metamorphosis....
“Get ready to move, for you will be moving on to a place of wonder and awe,” echoes though my brain.
The answers come as usual when I ask questions. I’ll have all the help I need, and will be oh, so ready to move on when it’s finally time to go, for things will change greatly by then.
I’m told there will be great storms here in Florida but I will be protected. The storms will feel like “ripples” to me, for I am consciously aware of the One. I am not to concern myself with these storms....It’s not the first time I’ve been warned about dense storms in Florida....
I lie in bed not wanting to get up. It’s been another long night of ascension symptoms where I wake repeatedly. I was unusually cold most of the night and felt atoms bouncing off the walls of my body. It seemed like I had restless leg syndrome everywhere, for I could not stay still. And then, the condition last experienced in Egypt during 2008, where I brought up gobs of green gook and had ‘ascension diarrhea’ arrived. This time it was worse.
I stayed in bed almost all day, from Sunday through Tuesday...
Music remains a major part of my life. I turn on the living room stereo to fill the house with Christian music...prompting my soul to soar, as I continue blessing everything around me with Love and Light.
Musical thought is the language of souls. As Michael Newton explains in Destiny of Souls, unlimited musical sounds exist in the spirit world, where spiritual harmonics are building blocks of energy creation, and soul unification. I’m grateful that the souls of Daniel and I created a way to communicate, through music, in the physical world.
...Thich Nhat Hanh notes mindfulness is the miracle by which we master and restore ourselves, by calling back our dispersed mind, and restoring it to wholeness so we can live each minute of life. Although I’m not quite sure what he means, I am nonetheless ready to be restored to wholeness.
...I no longer feel compelled to devote myself to the cause, but spend countless hours praying and studying SOM.
The Universe again grabs my attention before the second week of the new year....
“Anger or hatred is like a fisherman’s hook. It is very important for us to ensure that we are not caught by it.”
The synchronicity in my life is amazing....
It’s time to concentrate fully on a new life, and new way of being...
Messages from the Universe get more concise...from more than sixty countries, each month.
... I’m intrigued by the mysterious doors that will swing open, when a new perception comes, that does not depend on structure.
Upon waking after an afternoon nap, I realize the CD player is playing a song faster
than usual. Let the children fills my ears before I realize someone is in the front
yard, very near my window. A quick peek, past the light yellow blind, reveals three
Spanish speaking men, standing around our beautiful and very bountiful four-
... several notices noting diseased fruit trees in the area. As I approach the men, it’s clear they’ve finished cutting down our healthy beloved tree.
They talk to one another in Spanish, shaking their heads...I’m unaware that outer experience is a direct reflection of consciousness. Local TV news the next day reports on the State of Florida’s program to cut down personal fruit trees. It’s now considered unconstitutional and has ended.
Suffering may be useful for it leads us to the realization that it’s unnecessary... Far Journeys that it’s very important to move toward a unified whole... evolution depends on our ability to sense a unity with Nature. The tread of armies will cease, when the knowledge of this unity comes, and brotherly love is felt by all....
On the eighth day of 2006, I hear the words that change my life forever, as I lay in the twilight of waking from sleep.
My pre-
...Holmes reports most physical conditions are caused by inner conflict.... Can I change my mind, about deciding to die, because the list of body conditions now covers more than half an 8.5 x 11 inch page?
...I turn to the power within, that lifts thoughts to union with Creation.
...temporally induced Mind experiment, and Truth is the absence of illusion...as we understand the mental cause of dis-
... Michael the acupuncturist, who I continue to see periodically, for Ba Gua Fa treatments.
...instead of destroy, the immune system... The messages came upon waking, before I opened my eyes.
“There are always circumstances that seem beyond our control that pause us...”
...The message continues.
“...This method is the way we come back to the One, realizing that there is no limitation. That all are One... what is true.
“There are other ways to clear the emotions of dis-
“Relinquish the past, forget the future. Live in the Now, knowing the Now moment is the only true moment....”
After a short pause, I hear more words in my mind...
“The Being known as Truth is One....”
I am grateful beyond words for the One that speaks both to, and through, me.
I’m betting no dis-
... as I begin to comply with the Laws of the Universe.
The following morning, I’m dreaming of doing something that my sister Ruth is not. It's a progression ...
I strongly believe we write based on the knowledge we hold at the time, and that knowledge constantly changes....
... knowing we can change our thoughts and emotions.
... and quickly write them down. You cannot embody those things which you do not have.
More words fill my brain at dawn.
It’s time to awake to a brand-
...Rev. Elle Bratland discusses changing life for good, through self-
...photo of the yard after Hurricane Wilma, as a semi-
Compelled to share my “Florida Wilma” photo, because it displays so much more than the contrast of devastation and hope... The memory of that day stands clearly in my mind. It’s when I fully agreed to let Daniel go.
His essence stayed with Rebecca, Samuel, and I throughout the ravages of Hurricane
Wilma, continually comforting me. Although few shutters were on the house, and we
noted several vortex-
“Are you sure you’ll be okay without me Mom?”
Although I occasionally long for his presence, I’ve never regretted my reply.
“Yes,” I told him with a full heart. “Yes, I’m sure honey. You go on and finish your business.”
