Lightworker’s Log © 2010
Question: I'm confused by the saying in Book One, "we're in ego, or at least not love, if we are anything but wholly joyous.” People find me obnoxious when I'm wholly joyous and the whole ego thing is like trying to separate ourselves. To me being whole means loving all of me and not just the part that isn't ego. From our level things might appear one way. From another perspective they might be something else entirely.
Answer: Yes, " From our level things might appear one way. From another perspective
they might be something else entirely." There are many states of awareness to wade
through here on earth. That fact is clear as you read each book in the Lightworker's
Log book series, for each book is written at a different state of awareness. Yes,
"being whole means loving all of me and not just the part that isn't ego." We love
ego and accept the experiences ego has led us through, recognize them and transmute
the less than desirable ones to Light. Then we fill that space with more light and
allow the Inner Self to drive :-
Question: So what if you've known your purpose for a while now but just don't know how to make it happen?
Answer: We are being guided and led based on our awareness. Everything happens through
Divine Timing. Be open to synchronicities. For instance, when someone mentions something
you've been thinking about, listen carefully. Hints from the Universe can be very
subtle. Tap into your Inner Self through meditation. Still your mind and pay attention
to those messages you receive constantly. Ask questions and you will receive answers.
Remember, you'll "know how to make it happen" when the timing is right.
Question: If we are all light and come from the one source, then why are some spirits on the wrong side and others on the right. I have an earth bound spirit and my guides have told me he has to learn other ways. But light workers tell me he has to go to the other side. My guides have told me love is the key. I just can't seem to find completion with my life and my story. Things keep getting in the way. I often think about the polarity, "If Satan speaks to you would you think it to be God. And If God speaks to you would you think it to be Satan. I can only write about my experience because that is what I know. Do I care what people think? Do I need a head doctor? The light workers are all wonderful and healing. I wish it were that easy. Me, One, All
Answer: It is as easy as knowing there is no duality in the One in which we live
and move and have our being in. We are all a part of One, a part of God, each and
every one of us. In the course of our experience as souls, we decided to forget who
we really are and to expand the wholeness of One. We became denser and denser. We
decided to see what it was like to live in duality believing in Light and dark, God
and Satan, good and bad. On earth it is the game we play. Unconditional Love is the
key. As humans we put too many layers between ourselves and God, Oneness. As fragments
we all have our own plan to return but ALL shall :-
Question: I think this is a life-
Answer: Yes, this is a life-
Question: Is there a dark energy that can attack you? It feels like something strong is trying to hold onto me physically and energetically, and with it comes intense negative thoughts. I feel like I'm going crazy.
Answer: First, let me preface this with, "All beliefs are real to the believer."
There is only One, a perfect and Divine Consciousness, but parts of that One (namely
humanity) decided to experience dualistic life on earth. This world is an illusion
of our own making. The only things that exist are the things we create through our
thoughts and beliefs. Sometimes, even though our thoughts are positive, we may sense
negative energies. Negative thought-
Some people note that a healthy and strong energetic body (aura) is essential to
ward off psychic attack. They say that auras are weakened by disease, repressed and
negative emotions, smoking, drug or alcohol use. Some, including myself, note that
if you maintain an overall feeling of love and protection from the Universe, nothing
can harm you. Affirmations, stated with heart-
Purifying body, mind, and emotions helps a great deal. It allows for greater Light to take the place of fears, and angers. I personally went through the sage, smudge sticks, affirmations, and spiritual practices. Now I know only Beings on my own vibration level can connect with me. There was a time when I was sleeping, in a hotel, and felt a dark energy looming over me. At first, I was fearful but remembered I am part of the Divine Light in which we live. I asked if it was from the Light, and before letting it answer, let it know that I was part of the Divine Light and only Light could interact with me. It left, but returned the next morning and I did the same thing. I was in that hotel room for at least a few days after that. It did not return.
Know that your guides and angels are always ready and waiting to protect you. If you feel that protection is necessary ask them to help. The key is knowing that nothing can harm you for you are, and always will be, a part of the Divine Light in which we live. Envision the pure white energy of light, directly from Source, emitting from your heart's center. Let this Light envelop you in a cocoon of Divine Love and radiate that Light out. Anything not of the Light will dissipate very quickly.
For more on psychic attack see Psychic Attacks and Protecting Yourself by Mary Kurus or search the term "psychic attack" in Google.
Question: I am going through awakening at an alarmingly fast pace and finding it hard to cope with. It is scary at times but I am constantly opening up to it all. People think I am crazy because all these feelings and thoughts are going on in my head. Is this normal?
Answer: My Dear One, First, just take a deep breath and breathe in the Light that surrounds you.
Ahhhh, that's so much better :-
Awakening (ascension), basically means a change in how we view the world around us. This world is a schoolroom where we come to learn the lessons of our soul. Currently, we are feeling many strange symptoms. Check out the Links section, especially this PDF: Twelve Signs of Your Awakening Divinity. Here are some other resources for you:
Read what others are going through and share your own experiences. And know that all is well.